i'll start off the journal with a quiz again.

Outcast
[x] You don't have very many friends. <( -sigh- such a hassle it is, so many people. this is measured by the losest i can get to a "true friend" and how close i am to the person, not somone ive chatted with a few times. )>
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name. ( well, thats how it was only in grade school. )
[ ] You were always picked last for kickball. ( i dont participate in such a game =3=; )
[x] You don't like to talk a lot. ( generally yes, enless i come to explain somthing~ -laughs- but online, its a bit easier to do so. )
[x] You tend to avoid mass social activities. ( it just causes ackwardness. )
[ ] You don't participate in any extracurricular activities. ( nare...im forced into band. 4 days a week. enless said 5. )
[x] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start. ( i keep trying. but other things get in the way. )
[x] Your friends have blown you off before.
[x] You sit alone in most of your classes. ( preferablly. )
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you. ( who would forget that "scary" person sitting in the corner glaring? -laughs- )
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange. ( hm. not even you guys know~ )
[x] People don't find you friendly. ( zack says i give this "go away" aura. that, and ive...seemed to be rude many times xD )
[ ] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype. ( please, its pointless -laughs- )
[ ] You eat alone at lunch. ( thats virtually impossible, considering everytable is filled during lunch. but, i get my own little bubble, while the others chat away. )
Total: 8

Scene Kid
[ ] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean. ( hrm...not really. )
[ ] You have a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon.
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr
[ ] People have called you scene before.
[ ] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your myspace. ( never dreamed of it. )
[ ] You have a mirror pic.
[ ] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of. ( majority of them are known, my my absolute favorites havent been heard of locally. )
[ ] You enjoy going to shows.
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored.
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.
[ ] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh. ( -laughs- i'd rather not, and ive had many oppurtunities. )
[ ] You often mix vintage with modern. ( hm. i dont exactly have the chance to do so yet |:< )
[ ] Your deviantart picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[x] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person. ( lets see...counting every website... i know two of them. oxo )
[x] You take angled pictures of yourself. ( i get bored )
[x] You enjoy photography. ( -nod- )
Total: 3

Prep
[ ] You pop the collar. ( erm. )
[ ] You won't go near the "goths".
[ ] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[ ] You are squeamish. ( FAR from it, dear. )
[ ] People have called you preppy before.
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume.
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[ ] You know who LC is.
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.
[ ] One favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic. ( they dont hold my interest, either way. )
[ ] [Girls] You carry a purse wherever you go.
[ ] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ] [Girls] You do not leave the house without make up.
[/] You are content overall with how your life is going.
Total: .5

Band Geek
[x] You have played an instrument before.
[x] You still play an instrument. ( hrm. )
[x] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band. ( i wanted to, in what... 5th, and 6th grade? )
[ ] You are/were in Marching Band.
[ ] You've never dated anybody outside of Band.
[ ] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[x] You enjoy listening to Classical music on occasion.
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a Band bus or at a Band competition.
[ ] You have trouble getting your non-band friends to go near the band room.
[ ] Band is your favorite class.
[ ] You have been to band camp.
[ ] You walk in step with all your friends.
[ ] You talk about band constantly.
[ ] You know that American Pie has got it all wrong.
[x] You hate rap music.
[ ] Marching Season is your favorite time of year.
[ ] When you go to football games, you don't really pay attention to the game itself.
[ ] Your favorite jokes are band jokes.
[ ] You know it's not about the bloods and the crips: it's the brass and the woodwinds.
Total: 5

Thespian
[x] You have been in a school play.
[ ] You have seen a Broadway musical
[/] You like to act. ( depends on what im acting. )
[x] You have participated in a school play. ( -sigh- -x- )
[ ] You have participated in a play outside of school.
[ ] You have gone to the Thespian Conference.
[ ] You get ticked off when people make that thespian, "Did you say lesbian?" joke.
[ ] You have done tech. ( im sure anyone who didnt have such a sense of humor would be. -.-; )
[x] You know that you cannot touch anybody else's props.
[ ] You have played in the pit orchestra for a musical.
[ ] You have been to a cast party.
[ ] You are in a thespian troupe.
[ ] You often sing show tunes at the top of your lungs.
[ ] You know who Idina Menzel and Johnathan Larson are.
[ ] At one point in your life, you were obsessed with RENT.
[ ] You do not have a personal bubble.
[ ] You actually understand Shakespeare.
[ ] You know how to put on stage make up.
[ ] You have been a lead.
[ ] You met a lot of your better friends through theatre.
Total: 3.5

Overachiever
[ ] You participate in a lot of extracurricular activities. ( i probably would be in somthing mroe interesting, if it wasnt for band. )
[ ] You have a part-time job.
[ ] You have straight As. ( only in.... 3rd grade xD )
[ ] You are in mostly honors/IB/AP classes.
[ ] You do not procrastinate.
[ ] You have scored a 5 on an AP test.
[ ] You do not have very much down time.
[ ] You are very organized.
[x] You always have a thousand things going on at once. ( i cant not have somthing to do, it just makes me feel... irritated and impatient. )
[ ] You are in a relationship.
[ ] You aspire to get into an Ivy League School.
[ ] In your extracurriculars, you hold leadership positions.
[ ] You are/were on Student Council.
[ ] You are/were the class president.
[ ] You are/were a class officer.
[ ] You are/were the Salutatorian for your class.
[ ] You are/were the Valedictorian for your class.
[x] People have told you that you didn't have a life. ( -laughs- )
[ ] You are getting/have already received the IB Diploma.
[ ] You cry when you get anything lower than an A on anything.
Total: 2

Slacker
[ ] Your grades are slipping. ( they're getting better, actually. )
[/] You always wait until the last minute to do big projects. ( depends on the project )
[ ] You are an overall procrastinator.
[ ] You tend to do your homework when you're watching TV.
[ ] It takes you ages to turn your job applications in.
[ ] You are often late to school/work.
[/] You don't turn in a lot of your work. ( im turing in alot mroe of it |:< )
[ ] You spend the majority of your time watching TV, the computer or going on Myspace when you could be doing something more productive. ( although, i'd prefer to spend LESS time than i already do. )
[/] You sleep in past noon on the weekends and during the summer. ( latley ive had a really hard time getting up, ive been sleeping... alot more than usual, sleeping in late and falling asleep earlier. but the early mornings, prferably dawn <3, are always wonderful. )
[ ] You do not get out of your pajamas unless you have to leave the house. ( you're down-right lazy if thats true. )
[ ] You could walk, but you'll just drive
[ ] You have fallen asleep during class before.
[x] Friends have called you lazy. ( pff. alot of these i can see, dont exactly apply to who i am NOW -laughs- )
[ ] Life is hard when you lose the remote & you have to walk a million miles over to the TV and change the channel.
[/] When you hang out with your friends, the majority of your time is spent playing video games or doing something where neither of you have to stand up. ( the times i am unsuccesful in dragging them to the park. )
[x] You have eaten an entire pint of ice cream in one sitting. ( it was a long time ago |:< )
[x] You have sat through an entire running marathon of a show before. ( lol~ )
Total: 5

Goth
[ ] Your wardrobe consists of mostly black things. ( no, Grey~ )
[ ] When you have the money, you shop at Hot Topic. ( yeah... in 6th-7th grade. )
[/] You think tattoos are hot. ( depends on what the design is of. )
[ ] You think odd piercings are hot. ( also, depends. )
[ ] You don't get along with your parents.
[ ] You have/want to dyed/dye your hair an exotic color.
[ ] You've styled your hair in liberty spikes
[ ] Sometimes you ponder the meaning of life and death.
[x] You like to write dark poetry. ( its nice once in a while, but im not very fond of the pessimistic stuff. )
[ ] You are into S&M.
[ ] You have a pair of over sized black pants.
[x] At one point in your life, you liked Foamy, Happy Bunny, Emily the Strange, and the Happy Tree Friends. ( HAVE* )
[ ] You listen to grunge.
[ ] You have a messenger bag with buttons up and down the straps.
[ ] You smoke cigarettes.
[ ] You will only date other Goths.
[x] You don't really care what people think about you. ( generally, yes. )
[ ] Overly happy people scare you. ( more of, weird me out. )
[ ] You like black makeup & nail polish best.
Total: 3.5 ( pff. xD )

Nerd
[x] You actually study for tests and quizzes.
[ ] You have straight As.
[ ] You haven't had any luck with the opposite sex. ( i'd rather that i dont |:< )
[x] You are into WoW, Magic Cards, and Halo. ( WoW seems amazing, ive watched mother play it~ BUT STEP-DAD WONT LET ME PLAY. D: )
[x] You over analyze jokes to the point where they aren't funny anymore.
[ ] Your mom buys your clothes for you. ( like i'd trust that. )
[ ] You actually answer the questions in class.
[ ] You sit front row center in all of your classes to get the best learning experience.
[ ] You miss school during the summer.
[x] You wear your pants at your waist.
[ ] You prefer sweatpants to jeans.
[ ] You have a pocket protector in your shirt with pens and a calculator in it.
[ ] You let cute boys/girls take advantage of you & copy your homework in hopes of getting noticed.
[x] You've noticed some of the spelling and grammar mistakes in this survey. ( ... )
[ ] People always cheat off you during tests.
[ ] Your parents pack your lunch for you every day.
[ ] You wear/should be wearing glasses.
Total: 5

Garage Band Junkie
[ ] You play the guitar
[ ] You have been in a garage band before.
[ ] You're still in a garage band.
[ ] You think your band is going to make it big someday.
[ ] You play shows almost weekly.
[ ] You play the drum set.
[ ] You sing vocals for a band. ( well, i would, but the whole band thing doesnt interest me anymore. )
[x] You write your own lyrics.
[ ] You spend hundreds on amps and microphones.
[ ] Your band has a myspace page.
[ ] You have been in multiple garage bands.
[ ] You have changed the name of your band at least twice.
[ ] You have participated in a battle of the bands.
[ ] Your band has been signed.
[ ] You have taken guitar classes at school.
[ ] You have played at the same venue multiple times.
[ ] You would rather make it big than have to go to college.
[/] You have musical talent. ( some would say. )
[ ] You have groupies.
[ ] You've made t-shirts and other apparel for your band.
Total: 2.5

Gangsta
[ ] You actually are black.
[ ] You know who the bloods and the crips are.
[ ] You wear do-rags.
[ ] You actually grew up in the ghetto.
[ ] You can freestyle.
[ ] You drive down the street blaring your music
[ ] Your ride is pimped out with stereo boosts.
[ ] You can break dance.
[ ] You say "nigga" a lot.
[ ] You talk too fast for people to understand you.
[ ] You are pretty chill with life.
[ ] You wear your jeans oversized and below your butt.
[ ] Old school rap is the best.
[ ] You know that Tupac will never die.
[ ] You wear bling.
[ ] You have/want a custom grill.
[ ] You have custom rims on your tires.
[ ] You are actually in a gang.
[ ] You are always big pimpin'.
Total: 0

Emo
[ ] You often have trouble convincing people that you aren't emo.
[ ] You comb your hair over one of your eyes. ( 6th, + very beggining of 7th )
[x] You flip your hair often. ( ....shut up. its not every 3 seconds at least. )
[ ] You have dark-rimmed glasses.
[x] You have hurt yourself on purpose. ( pff. ive gotten over that whole thing. there are better ways to deal with thing xD )
[ ] If you're a boy, people often complain about your pants being too tight.
[/] You don't really smile too often. ( in public no, in privacy, alot. i laugh, alot. in privacy xD )
[x] You blog often. ( it helps me remember things, and, its a bit fun to rant~ )
[/] You never smile in pictures. ( some i do, but i find it embarrasing xD )
[ ] You listen to Thursday and/or Sunny Day Real Estate.
[ ] You're too much of a pussy to be a goth.
[ ] You own a lot of band t-shirts.
[ ] You go to a lot of shows.
[ ] You only go for emo/scene boys and girls.
[ ] It doesn't take very much to make you cry. ( pff. lol. thats not true. )
[ ] You have played all the Emo Games. ( the what...? )
[x] You have worn black eyeliner before. -sigh- again, 6th, 7th grade. tod, i wish i could burn away those years, along with 1-5th )
[ ] You own a bandanna which you wear in your hair.
[ ] You have dark hair.
[ ] You love the emo song. ( i find it annoying, )
[ ] You say stuff like "I feel like my heart's being ripped out" and all. ( why should i talk to people wiht those words? )
Total = 5

-ahem-
the highest score(s) are/is: outcast with 8.
medium: emo 5, nerd 5, slacker, 5
least: Gangsta, Garage band junkie, Goth, over Achiever, Thespian, Prep, scene.
lol.
now,
i spent most of my christmas money today.
on 3 video games, an SD card, and 4 books. :U
now that i got my hands on at least one of the suikoden games, i already have a favorite character, and ive only played it for 25 minutes.
Jale.
xD
what could you expect really? lol. the other charactes, are, really, weird. the ones i know so far.
you're getting some fanart whether you like it or not.
and my avi wont be displaying north for much longer -laughs-
now, shut up~
dont think to much about this~ otherwise you die~
if you wish to not, then join my goblin kingdom~
that is if you think about all of this~
-slips away into the shadows-